I imagine killing
myself,
slashing my wrists,
Bleeding
to death
in a hot bath.
To end the desperate,
pathetic
whimpering
that only I get to hear.
That incessant dissatisfaction
that tires me;
exhausts me with its cloying
need
for affection.
Is there anything sadder
And truly, truthfully more wretched
Than a man with a broken
spirit?
With a soul full of pus
and a rotting mind,
dreams eaten by maggots.
Fuck them all—
demanding customers
burdensome children
unsatisfied wife
elapsed friendships
They all gnaw
at my will,
erode my strength
But I’m weak,
egotistical,
addicted to the whimpering.
Cowards can’t kill
themselves,
slash their wrists,
Bleed
to death
in a hot bath.
Besides,
my only pleasure,
these days,
long morning showers
that make me late for work.Labels: Poem
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